That leads me
to my next topic. The Spirit. If you don't have the Spirit with you,
then you're essentially wasting your time as a missionary. Lately, I've
been wanting the Spirit with me more than ever so that I can be led to
those ready to accept the Gospel and so that investigators can feel it
and be interested in continuing to learn with us. So on Friday,
we went to Udon for Zone training and it helped me realize that I
wasn't where I wanted to be as a missionary. I realized I had to make
some changes. I prayed and told Heavenly Father I wanted to do this work
His way. I told Him I was sorry for doing things my own way and after I
prayed and told Him a few other things, I felt better. I felt at peace
and I felt love from Heavenly Father. That evening, we went and invited
at our usual place and I noticed how much more I had the Spirit with me.
I could feel the Spirit testifying of the truth of what I said. It was
amazing. While we were contacting, I ran into a woman named Ying and she
agreed to meet at the church the next day. At the end of our meeting
with her that following day, I felt the Spirit so strongly and I know
she felt it too. It wasn't until I had faith in the Lord, humbling
myself before Him and repenting, was I then able to have the Spirit with
me to do His work. I'm grateful for this experience I've had this week
and we're planning on meeting with Ying on Tuesday.
It's not about me and how I want to do this work, it's about the Lord
and the people here and how He wants me to do this work. You'd think I'd
get that by now but I'm still learning this principle. I hope you all
have had a great week. I know this work is real. I know that God lives
and loves us. There is happiness that comes from the Gospel not found
anywhere else. Don't get me wrong, Thailand is a way awesome mission and
it's way fun, but the mission is HARD and salvation isn't easy. I love
you all and I hope you guys have a great week!
Elder Rawlinson
Haha my companion getting coconut ice cream, he's obsessed
And this is a pic from when we were riding our bikes the other day!
I order Tom Kha Gai the other day. This is what it looked like!
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